It was really frustrating writing yesterday's post, and I didn't say everything I had wanted to.
Just to finish up my story.. Dr. Moses didn't find the polyp so hopefully this time it's gone for good. I went out to celebrate St. Patty's day afterward, and while I had a good time during the day I broke down in the evening. Like I said in a previous post, if I have a good day then I'm bound to have a bad day.
I can also add to my ever-growing list yet another person I know who was pregnant. She just had her son today.. full term and healthy as far as I know. I'm happy for her, of course, just sad for myself.
Last item for today: I started spotting and cramping this morning. The spotting was heavier this morning and seems to have stopped, but who knows what tomorrow will be like. The cramping is very light, and although it's too early for my period to start (according to what I've been told and what I've read) it feels like it's starting. More happiness and sadness. Sad because the pregnancy would truly be over, happy because that means my cycle is starting and we're that much closer to being able to try again.
p.s. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has sent me e-mails, messages on facebook, etc. I read them, and I know I haven't responded..I just don't know what to say. Thanks for thinking of us.
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