i thought i would have become numb to this by now. it's been almost 2.5 years.. that's enough time to get used to something, right? i guess not. there must be something in the water because every day it seems someone new is pregnant or just had a baby.. and every one is a
BOY
BOY
BOY
Seriously? I only know about these events because of facbeook. I can barely bring myself to "like" their statuses, much less give a hearty "CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR LIVING CHILD!" comment.
Will I ever be able to be 100% truly happy for someone after such news?
Perhaps it depends on the person.
It doesn't help that we are trying again.. four months now and no success. And it looks like I'm not even ovulating this time around. whoop dee doo.
Can't believe I'm crying over this. I really thought I was ok.
